Today’s
entry is probably one of the most specials… My best friends, my soul mate, my
sister and one of the loves of my life is in labor. I’ll kill to be by her side
right now, sharing this moment. I have told you about her multiple times… She
got married 5 years ago and since then she’s been going thru so much… She has
been suffering anxiety attacks and depression. I’m honored to say we fought
that together.
I remember
when I first realized I needed professional help but was so scare to go to a
consultation… I told her and I didn’t even asked her, she said she’ll pick me
up from work. And so she did. We walked together to the doctors, we waited
patiently, she held my hand and waited for me outside. She’s been every step of
my recovery process.
One of her
sources of pain and anxiety was having a baby. Today she is having a baby. All
of her fears are gone; she is exited and can’t wait to see his little face. Neither
can I. So far she is only 6 cms, epidural on and trying to get some rest. I
didn’t call and I’m trying not to disturb every 5 minutes but it’s really hard.
I pray for
her and her baby to be Ok. I know they will be but just in case I made sure she
understood I was by her side and that I loved her. It made us cry, but those
are happy tears, well deserved ones if you ask me. These tears are a gift, they
prove you can make it through anything. You can kick depression and anxiety if
you keep fighting. As it turns out they’re weaker than what you thought.
