Oh, Am I pissed..?!?! I've never
been treated like that before... Let me explain, you will understand. Before
you can get your driver’s license you need a doctor to analyze if you might
have any kind of physical or psychological which will make you unsuitable for
driving.
One of the
questions was if I had visited a psychiatrist or psychologist in the last 5
years, I answered yes because it's true and because I'm not ashamed. I needed
help, it was very painful to admit it but I did it and somehow, even before
going to the doctor my cured had started just by asking for help. The woman
went crazy, all alarms went off, they put me in a separate room and they had I psychologist
asking questions about how often I wanted to kill myself.
I was released
from treatment 11 months ago. It was hard, it was (as it is now) a fight but I
manage to do it. Even in the deepest moments I never had the intention of
killing myself, not even once. She made me go back to that time where getting
out of bed was painful and honestly I don't think it was necessary. They made
me feel weak, and ashamed... But only for a minute.
I decided I wasn't
going to give them the power of ruining my day, of ruining the experience of
getting my driver’s license, which is something I'm enjoying a lot. Having a psychological
decease is not something to be ashamed off. I believe there is still a stigma
about psychological deceases. Absurd, isn't it? I don't think I'm any different
from any other person with a physical condition... We both needed doctors,
meds, support...
I left with the
freaking certificate but I'm never going back there.
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